Why I studied and Started Writing: An Innocent Opinion

Why I studied and Started Writing: An Innocent Opinion

When I came to the wits, almost at the end of schooling, I observed the panorama of things around me. It was quite startling for my innocent feeling and thinking what I have educated from the books, took notice from teachers and became acquainted with from TV icons; found this world quite opposite to the orientations. It was though already supposed by my mentors for me that I have precocious talent, but later on I found that I am sensitive enough regarding the contradictions of the allusions and practical happenings. When I took bird’s eye view with the following some points, which led me and demanded doing more than what I assumed for my life to have approach towards the wider world.

First of all, it was difficult enough for me, locally, to adjust the learning of the education and books with the real world; where there were always broken rules and regulations, disregard for the human sympathy, unfairness in the fair conduct of life and so on. There might be argumentation, as I always found, that it was long enslavement of the people blurring their way of life, code of conduct and deformity of the cultural values; more painful thing was that there was no road leading to improvement. I stood up bearing the flag of change in mind, enthralling the knowledge to utilize, and accumulating energy to exercise in that direction but almost in vain. There were no sufficient sources, libraries, institutes, encouraging elements, and responses to the slogan.

On the other hand, nationally, there was wretched picture surrounding me. Governments were formed and broken more often through coup d’etat, constitution was torn into pieces by all and sundry, institutions were incarcerated by personal interests and gains. Apart of all above problems, there was no integrity in people, no strong ingrained ideology, devoid of true of developmental and progressive vision. People were divided into ethnic groups, localities, tribalism and self-centered motivations.

Last but not least, when I looked around to the world scenario, there were appalling features from the olden times. Likewise, I came to discern the horrors of World Wars in the twentieth centuries, which prospected my world compass reading with the aim of broadening my epistemological possibility. Furthermore, the cold war, ethnic cleansing in the miscellaneous parts of the world, and the current economic recession forced me to stand out of the cabin. Thenceforth, I decided to stand for the world welfare in order to outstanding work and realization.

Throughout the course, I remained unstill to find the way of lofty humanistic non-pandemonium that may take me to the universal values and vision, which is never possible in a corner, where I live, of the huge complexities of the world. I imagine that all the objectives stated are not undemanding in today’s world for the reason that it is the world of simulation and signs of the postmodernism where there is much more tumult than ever in the human history. That way I can get my fellowmen service dream true through getting the true epistemology of knowledge over there.

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